thanks all :D i try to be back to normal today.. i succeed till cl lesson. got scolded again for nothing, i didn't even do that action. nvrm.. as i said, my heart is dead now.. but my heart is feeling like there was a stone pressure on me.. hiax.i try not to make any eye contacts today.. coz i doesn't want anymore conflict. i rally can't sort up yr thoughts. mixed feelings lah..