Thursday, March 11, 2010
~ 6:24 PM ~
thanks all :D
i try to be back to normal today..
i succeed till cl lesson. got scolded again for nothing, i didn't even do that action. nvrm.. as i said, my heart is dead now.. but my heart is feeling like there was a stone pressure on me.. hiax.i try not to make any eye contacts today.. coz i doesn't want anymore conflict.
i rally can't sort up yr thoughts. mixed feelings lah..
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
~ 7:56 PM ~
i was damn't sad today..
my heart feel so sad..
hiax.. cl t'cher scolded me today..
the first time i hold back my tears.. but 2nd time. i brust out.. can't control?!
do i really change? i m not blaming u all what ever. i just express my thoughts.. no offence. ty for all who comfort me today.. carine, hui tong, amanda, kellyn, christie, NY, rati, ansley, stella, charlene and alls.. :D i just wouldn't control.. fell so paisei.. how?! having a headache now.. cry too much?! after cl priod is a maths.. i felt like fainting.. my hands and face was shivering.. for a moment. i see a blackout.. hiax.. my health is getting worse? LOL.
mix feelings..
bb